September 21, 2023


Make Some Fun

Little Story 246 : A Reflection

2 min read


After the three months of probation, I made a decision to not proceed working on the company.

I may give many causes and they’ll sound like excuses. However truthfully I believe I simply could not sustain with the tempo and the expectation. Not at my age, not after I tasted freedom. I’ve starting to really feel anxious and jittery whereas working. I can really feel my anxiousness construct up and I do not even have time to handle it (like going out to run). 

Proper now, I am pushing myself to heal it once more, I must go outside and have an extended stroll. 

I haven’t got any plans as a result of it’s sudden.

However I do really feel like all of the feelings have been beginning to get able to erupt : fixed nausea, indigestion, minor migraines once I get up within the morning, shaky palms, tense shoulder, speedy coronary heart charge. I used to be in a lot stress they usually saved on pushing me to the sting. 

So, this week is my ultimate probation week and I informed them that I made a decision to not proceed working there. 

Even days after, I am nonetheless jittery, nonetheless with indigestion and I am nonetheless feeling nausea. I needed to work on therapeutic that once more, want to inform my thoughts that I am okay now and I can calm down a bit. It’s going to take a while, once more. Nervousness is bizarre like that. However it’s not my first rodeo, so I am hopeful. 

Kelakarkan, being hypersensitive ni :F

Picture by Phillip Waterton

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